I want to map out possible outcomes, directions, possibilities, and tasks. I want to figure out the best way and get it done immediately!
Not because I'm organized and on top of things either. I worry. I stress. I fear. All things I know better than to do. But I do them.
What I know for certain is that God has a plan. His plans are always better than mine. He has a way. I trust that, but the wait . . . the surprise. I guess I hate surprises! :)
Last night I was struggling with these thoughts. I spend so much time in my head trying to solve something down the road rather than accomplishing what I should here and now. I kept repeating to myself, "Don't worry about tomorrow."
What can I do now? Not what can I do now that will make me good for it later, but what can I do here in this place I am at? That is where I am struggling, friends. That is how you can pray for me.
From the everyday ins and outs to the bigger life decisions, I want to be present. Know God here in this place, and not worry about what He will be doing tomorrow.
Right here, right now, I need to drink coffee, do laundry, tickle my son, wipe his nose, and clean my kitchen. So, I'm out.
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